Gil in front of Enrico (Godfather)
Gilgamesh-Isimud before Enki
The encounter with Anna, when she doused me with the water, had shaken me up more than I had expected.
At first, I tried to forget about them by immersing myself in my work. I founded a start-up company and was now looking for financial support. For this purpose, I contacted my godfather Enrico.
Enrico invited me to dinner right away. He's a good guy, really. We had a stimulating conversation and he was interested in my concept. But then he said he didn't have that much liquidity at the moment because he was planning to invest in another company. When I looked at him questioningly, he said:
- Oh yes, you must know her, ... Anna, you are actually related. She has an interesting design project. In fact, it's in a similar vein to yours. Maybe you could get in touch with her?
Whew! That was a hammer! The ground gave way under my feet ...
- What is it?" Enrico wanted to know. Obviously he had noticed my consternation: Is there a problem???
- Well, not directly, but ...
- But ...? Enrico kindly encouraged me to keep talking.
- It's just ... I mean ... I know Anna ...
- You know her?! All the better!
- I know her closer, ... a little too well ...
- Hm, said Enrico: How should I understand ...?
He leaned back to look at me with more distance. I found it difficult to withstand his gaze. He narrowed his eyes and focused on me hard:
- You were in bed with her...!
Overcoming the negative momentum
That was more a statement than a question. I saw no way out and nodded. And somehow I also felt a bit relieved that I didn't have to navigate around it anymore:
- Yes, I said and quickly added: It wasn't planned that way, we had both drunk too much ... - and she had then pretty much thrown herself at me ... that's how it seemed to me ...
- I see, Enrico said thoughtfully: And how did it go on then? Did it go on at all?
- At first I was just embarrassed by the story. But then I wanted to meet her again. I wanted to invite her to dinner, but she was totally miffed and made a scene ...
- Do you have any idea why?, Enrico wanted to know.
- She said I had disappointed her ...
- And? Did you?
- I think so. I'm beginning to understand ... Anna is different, she has something special. Never before has a woman triggered the feelings in me like she did ... Maybe I didn't take it seriously enough. - I just couldn't forget her. That's why I sent her red roses ...
The queen has performed miracles
Enrico raised his eyebrows in surprise:
- Oh! So you're serious?
I was silent, not knowing what to say. The conversation had taken an unexpected turn.
He, too, was silent for a while, then he said quietly, as if lost in thought:
- Sexuality is an expression of love ... In it there is devotion and fullness, fiery passion, pain and redemption ...
The white and the blue quay
Then he looked at me and said:
- You enter a new dimension with love, Gil, which expands your existence, carries you over into the very big ... This is the power of love!
Again he paused before saying:
- A woman's love is strong and yet fragile. Many women have lost love for themselves and therefore have no love to give away, especially when their love has been disappointed.
My head was buzzing with thoughts and feelings. Finally I said:
- Anna is definitely rock hard now ... - And I don't even know if I would be willing to give up my freedom.
The miracle of the anointing
Enrico smiled warmly at me and said,
- I was like you, Gil. I also had to learn to really love a woman. - It has a lot to do with waiting and patience. A man has to learn to wait until the woman is ready. She knows when it's time. This is especially true in sexuality. Here the man needs patience so that there can also be room for tenderness. Only when her vagina is moist is the right time to enter her. Then it is important to continue to hold back until her body also comes towards climax.
The Anointed One
He just seemed a bit lost in thought and continued softly:
- For me, sex is only fulfilling when the woman gets her money's worth.
Again he paused before saying:
- When there is a protected setting and trust, you can grow together and experience highs that are otherwise not possible.
Now he turned to me and looked me straight in the eyes, full of seriousness:
- Gil!, he said and pierced me again with his penetrating gaze: Think carefully what you are doing: Anna is a woman for life! If you want to win her, - which you probably can, then you must not disappoint her again!
I went home thoughtful and richly demoralized. The conversation had taken a completely different turn than I had expected. I had not even dared to talk about the financial support. Because I had the impression that it was important to Enrico that I first put things right with Anna.